Happiness in Loneliness

Dear Abang, I write about you a lot. At work, at home, at our room. It's never enough, I always want to talk about you. What matters to me now is us. Please forgive me if I ever said something that might hurt you or someone you care. Last night I had a nightmare, I don't remember much but it was about my family, again. I feel warned. I hope it's nothing. I do realize that slowly I'm distracted from everything I was focused on. That's not because of you, well.. maybe it is. I can't stop thinking about how grateful I am being here with you. Every morning I wake up watching you sleeping while holding me in your warm hugs. I crave for nothing but this. Do you remember how many times I told you how cute you are? I really mean it. I can't seeing you without saying nothing. I never lose words to describe you. You've been so great to me that's the only thing I could compare to your past. You knew I've never felt secure my whole life. You knew I'd alw

I am an intern. I tried to send my CV when there was a notification from my campus, it was from this company. I work in a manufacturing company, one of the biggest packaging company located in Cikarang. Before I was accepted to work here I had spent weeks to find an internship. Mostly in the same area. I planned it with my boyfriend, that after 8 months in a long distance relationship we really need to be together. I didn't think that this opportunity is actually a miracle. The recruiter called me in May, I forget the date but I'm sure I was at home, sleeping. He called me and I answered, weird. I'm mostly rejecting phone calls and prefer texts. He told me that I would be interviewed on Thursday, May 6. I was surprised that I got an interview, it was really hard for me, someone from International Relations background to get into an industrial working place. Then I prepared myself, I learned how to answer properly and release my nervous. On Thursday evening, after I did it o